Dear mister know it all

DearMister Know it all;

If the rumors are true
Than god answered my prayers
Please let me know
That you now have your life in tow
It hurt to see you so cold
But now to see you ever so bold
Puts a smile on our faces
Just promise to spend this time in baby paces.

If the rumors are true

LoveWhat's her name;

and her tears could drown the whole world...

Two years of empty faces
Seems like I can't find a shining face in the crowd that stands in front of me
I fake a smile as each day passes, nobody knows what it conceals
No one understands in this new found world, no one ever will
I miss the real smiles, the laughter, the tears, and the fights
What I'd give to see you, to have you by my side, to laugh again

To be surrounded by such familiar things, to later drop it all and leave
Brings tears to my eyes, knowing you're not here to answer my cries
Why did it have to be this way I was so happy, I lived on the edge
Causing trouble like we were satan's offspring hah

The only tears that came to my eyes two years ago was over our stupid fights
The last time my eyes cried until they could cry nomore was the day I left you
The day I felt like I was litterally dieing
I felt so empty, I still feel empty, I still think it was a good move in my life
But when i get to thinking about the times we used to have, my world starts crumbling again.

What I would do to have you here with me

If only I could find that one shining face in the crowd, if Those faces didn't seem so empty
If only...
If only I had my best friend right here by my side.

Kimberly Oneil, you are my life, I miss you so much, god damit, best friends no matter what.

xox

pee ess: Why is life so hard sometimes

and the whole damn world revolved around me.

A long distance call
Exxcitement arose
Thousands of screams
The sound of a favorite song
Body shaking
Tearrs slowly falling
The voice of a man i never thought i'd hear
Laughter arose within me
As i wiped away the tears
Trembling
Simply speechless, what was there to say
Singing along, with tears streaming down
Overwhelming excitment
The sound of laughter
The thousands of screams from the crowd
That voice again
A smile comes over me
Just a phone callaway from what was happening a thousand miles away.
A thousand miles away
The excitment
The tears
The overwhelming feeling that came over
What i thought i'd never experience seem to wash away for those few minutes
20 minutes compared to four years
The phone goes dead
The tears get heavier
The shaking increases
The smiling starts again
I never thought i could feel so special
I never knew i'd hear that angels voice
I never thought I'd get such a feeling
I never knew the excitment behind the such things i love

It was as if the whole damn world revovled round me
Thatt one cold saturday winter night in february.

Life, it's what i live for.

So what's the deal with lampshades?

Sweet smiles, so bitter sweet, like a kiss upon my cheek , as the sun slowly rises.
So far away from home so tired and feeling so fucking alone
Seems like only a few things make me happy in this world
So here she goes

- Some Guy named Rosin
- Sweet simple smiles
- Some band named hedley
- Sane People
- Some old band named hedley
- Sweet smells
- Scraps...my stuffed dog (shut up i'm a girl, don't front)
- Snowbanks....pushing people into them, not so much when they retaliate.
- Sweet surrending crushes
- Socialight
- Sexy band boys
- Sir Rawr
- School ....my friends are there
- Same faces
- Sweet hugs
- Simply perverted conversations 24/7
- Some sweetsweeet boy.
- Stevee...the only and only HedleyRocker.
- Some things..

So not as complicated as I look
Some people can't sseem to figure me out.
Some how i think I confused them more.
So this is me, saying hello, to the furtre
So this is me saying 'come back' to that life that's quickly passing me by.
Somehow someway tell me where the time as been and where it's going to in such a rush.
Sincerly, you're dearest friend.
Some chick from Neewfoundland Carriee.


" She came in a box, I loved and I sold her"

Love struck

I discovered today..
I've been struck by cupids arrow.. One that dug right in, it came without notice, but it seems like it's here to stay. I'd like to tell him to fly the fuck off but what sense is there in that? But how do I proove that ? I'll tell you how.. Cupid, cupid's a murderer. A sneaky one at that, he should be on america's most wanted. Cute and loveable on the outside, but one hell of a bastard on the inside. I know we should view love as the highlight of our lives, but how is that possible when all it does is cause pain, and eventually turn to hate? Cupid. Cupid. Cupid. He goes around striking young alike with the worst pain of all , the most beautiful thing of all.. the most murderous thing of all. Love. Love. Love. Life, love, life. Without life there would be no love. Without love there would be no life. With hate there would be no love. With hate there would be no life. Without life there would be no hate. Cupid. Cupid. Cupid. Love. Hate. Life. Cupid's arrows, cupid's pain. The most painful beautiful thing. Love.

Stupid, Stupid Cupid. Cupid. Love.

Tears of heaven

Two snowflakes, not one alike, millions of raindrops, all are identical. Walking alone on a cold blustery day with a sweater and a scarf, the snow whipping at your uncovered face and hands. Such a horrible feeling yet such an amazing accomplish. Witnessing god's most beautiful creation with not a care in the world.

Walking with your back against the wind, seeking shelter from the tears of heaven, bus shelters overflowing with people, you don't dare look them in the eye. You don't hide your tears, why should you, the rain drops hide all visible emotion.

Maybe god's idea was to get us thinking how two simple things that are so alike yet so different, represent the two biggest things in life. Snowflakes, being happiness. When I think of snow I think of the smiles of little children, hot chocolate and the late nights by the fire. Raindrops being saddeness. As if at that time of the day everyone in the world was shedding a tear. With each single tear we could cry our own rivers and then drown the whole world.

This place we call home would be so blank and so cold hearted, if we never experienced having to walk in the snow up to our knees to work, or missed that last bus home and had to walk six miles in the rain. Maybe life is that simple. Maybe we just don't think.

Two snowflakes, and millions of raindrops. I guess they have more similarities than differences, but don't we all?

Life has it's hidden symbolic structures, it takes the simplest of minds to discover such things.