and her tears could drown the whole world...

Two years of empty faces
Seems like I can't find a shining face in the crowd that stands in front of me
I fake a smile as each day passes, nobody knows what it conceals
No one understands in this new found world, no one ever will
I miss the real smiles, the laughter, the tears, and the fights
What I'd give to see you, to have you by my side, to laugh again

To be surrounded by such familiar things, to later drop it all and leave
Brings tears to my eyes, knowing you're not here to answer my cries
Why did it have to be this way I was so happy, I lived on the edge
Causing trouble like we were satan's offspring hah

The only tears that came to my eyes two years ago was over our stupid fights
The last time my eyes cried until they could cry nomore was the day I left you
The day I felt like I was litterally dieing
I felt so empty, I still feel empty, I still think it was a good move in my life
But when i get to thinking about the times we used to have, my world starts crumbling again.

What I would do to have you here with me

If only I could find that one shining face in the crowd, if Those faces didn't seem so empty
If only...
If only I had my best friend right here by my side.

Kimberly Oneil, you are my life, I miss you so much, god damit, best friends no matter what.

xox

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