been questioned and broken..

Don't settle for the cold and rain, it's not too late to start again...
A writer himself - throwing words on papers probably strung from the ceiling to the floor below filled with words held close to his heart. I've yet to encounter someone with the brilliance this man has shown to the world. A heart breaking work...

I find his words constantly repeating over and over through my mind - coming to the conclusion that perhaps his words were meant to be as condensed and as complicated as they seem while they flow through my thoughts.This boy tends to always glow, always be the center of attention, always stand out in a crowd, and always having the last laugh. For most his name was lost in space, but for others his future in fame had already been engraved in stone a few years previous.West to east and north to south, Canada slowly heard the one name that my heart will never forget. Each week he never failed to make us proud and to bring a smile to my face. Week after week with our phones to our ears, we pulled him through.His last night was clear that we did the right thing, we made him proud; he wanted us to want him and he got what he wished for. Where would he be now if his name became world known?

In a way the thought still sends chills up my spine, but I push it away as much as I can.This young man is one of the strongest and most hard-willed people I've ever met. Many don't understand him and unfortunately, many never will. It's damn near impossible to bring him down, you won't ever break him down.He's been through what seems like hell but has never let it show through his amazing eyes and permanently glowing smile. He writes words of a genius, and has a heart of gold, a killer smile, and a genuine soul. He's got wits and most definitely has the looks, but no one on earth can ever be fairly compared to the man.Each time I look at him my heart starts to jump, with a different sort of admiration. One hug perhaps could have lasted hours if possible, as the images of the past four years flew through my than overwhelmed mind. As he let go and smiled at me, I quickly erased my tears as he thanked me for coming and cracked a joke. I than turned and whispered to someone beside me... "He is far from that boy we saw on TV, eh?" and with that he looked up and grinned as if he was saying “Thank You”.I do know what I said is true, but whatever happens no matter how much he changes, his name will forever be engraved in my prouder then ever, gleaming heart. He never fails to make me smile, or make me laugh. He never lets us down, he never will understand how much he means to some... but perhaps someday he shall?" I dream of arose, born of more thorns than beauty..."