It never really hit me..
how i've never had somebody
someone to would give up everything for me
to cuddle with till four am
to be there to kiss my forehead as the sun rises
someone to call me own..
just to have someone to hold my hand for no reason
and to hug me like they will never let go.
just to wake up in the morning,
and to know im the love of his life..
Friday, October 19, 2007
Thursday, October 18, 2007
been questioned and broken..
Don't settle for the cold and rain, it's not too late to start again...
A writer himself - throwing words on papers probably strung from the ceiling to the floor below filled with words held close to his heart. I've yet to encounter someone with the brilliance this man has shown to the world. A heart breaking work...
I find his words constantly repeating over and over through my mind - coming to the conclusion that perhaps his words were meant to be as condensed and as complicated as they seem while they flow through my thoughts.This boy tends to always glow, always be the center of attention, always stand out in a crowd, and always having the last laugh. For most his name was lost in space, but for others his future in fame had already been engraved in stone a few years previous.West to east and north to south, Canada slowly heard the one name that my heart will never forget. Each week he never failed to make us proud and to bring a smile to my face. Week after week with our phones to our ears, we pulled him through.His last night was clear that we did the right thing, we made him proud; he wanted us to want him and he got what he wished for. Where would he be now if his name became world known?
In a way the thought still sends chills up my spine, but I push it away as much as I can.This young man is one of the strongest and most hard-willed people I've ever met. Many don't understand him and unfortunately, many never will. It's damn near impossible to bring him down, you won't ever break him down.He's been through what seems like hell but has never let it show through his amazing eyes and permanently glowing smile. He writes words of a genius, and has a heart of gold, a killer smile, and a genuine soul. He's got wits and most definitely has the looks, but no one on earth can ever be fairly compared to the man.Each time I look at him my heart starts to jump, with a different sort of admiration. One hug perhaps could have lasted hours if possible, as the images of the past four years flew through my than overwhelmed mind. As he let go and smiled at me, I quickly erased my tears as he thanked me for coming and cracked a joke. I than turned and whispered to someone beside me... "He is far from that boy we saw on TV, eh?" and with that he looked up and grinned as if he was saying “Thank You”.I do know what I said is true, but whatever happens no matter how much he changes, his name will forever be engraved in my prouder then ever, gleaming heart. He never fails to make me smile, or make me laugh. He never lets us down, he never will understand how much he means to some... but perhaps someday he shall?" I dream of arose, born of more thorns than beauty..."
A writer himself - throwing words on papers probably strung from the ceiling to the floor below filled with words held close to his heart. I've yet to encounter someone with the brilliance this man has shown to the world. A heart breaking work...
I find his words constantly repeating over and over through my mind - coming to the conclusion that perhaps his words were meant to be as condensed and as complicated as they seem while they flow through my thoughts.This boy tends to always glow, always be the center of attention, always stand out in a crowd, and always having the last laugh. For most his name was lost in space, but for others his future in fame had already been engraved in stone a few years previous.West to east and north to south, Canada slowly heard the one name that my heart will never forget. Each week he never failed to make us proud and to bring a smile to my face. Week after week with our phones to our ears, we pulled him through.His last night was clear that we did the right thing, we made him proud; he wanted us to want him and he got what he wished for. Where would he be now if his name became world known?
In a way the thought still sends chills up my spine, but I push it away as much as I can.This young man is one of the strongest and most hard-willed people I've ever met. Many don't understand him and unfortunately, many never will. It's damn near impossible to bring him down, you won't ever break him down.He's been through what seems like hell but has never let it show through his amazing eyes and permanently glowing smile. He writes words of a genius, and has a heart of gold, a killer smile, and a genuine soul. He's got wits and most definitely has the looks, but no one on earth can ever be fairly compared to the man.Each time I look at him my heart starts to jump, with a different sort of admiration. One hug perhaps could have lasted hours if possible, as the images of the past four years flew through my than overwhelmed mind. As he let go and smiled at me, I quickly erased my tears as he thanked me for coming and cracked a joke. I than turned and whispered to someone beside me... "He is far from that boy we saw on TV, eh?" and with that he looked up and grinned as if he was saying “Thank You”.I do know what I said is true, but whatever happens no matter how much he changes, his name will forever be engraved in my prouder then ever, gleaming heart. He never fails to make me smile, or make me laugh. He never lets us down, he never will understand how much he means to some... but perhaps someday he shall?" I dream of arose, born of more thorns than beauty..."
Find a way to smile and never let it get away
The sun hit my eyes with a sudden burst of light.
Pulling me from what felt like a lifelong sleep
Within seconds the excitement of what would follow hours later, hit me like a ton of bricks.
With nothing but a long and winding road surrounded by trees
the sun peaking its eyes out from behind the large, beautiful mountains
We drove through was looked like a scene taken from a childeren's story book.
It felt like the longest hour of my life.
The cold, metal barrier standing in front of us came as a relief,
as myself and others wiped the beads of sweat from our forheads.
My heart skipped several beats, as my knees became weak
One simple simle and a few stray words
became something unforgettable.
The vibrations came through the speakers rattling the earth around.
The man on the microphone brought thousands to bone rattling screams
As a voice of an angel began to sing.
His simple little turns didn't faze me,
but his simple little words still amaze me.
Tears streamed down my hot, wet cheeks
i was wrapped in his embrace.
The past 4 years seemed to tie all into this one day
Increadible what a handful of hugs can do to someone .
Incredible what impact four troublemakes can have on someone.
Holding the chain around my neck
his gift still gently hangs
the tears have transformed to smiles,
that day a unforgettable experience.
"Cross your fingers and toes" because ..
I know if we try we can climb this mountain.
- 4 months have passed and the memories stay the same..
Don't settle for the cold and rain it's not to late to start again...
Pulling me from what felt like a lifelong sleep
Within seconds the excitement of what would follow hours later, hit me like a ton of bricks.
With nothing but a long and winding road surrounded by trees
the sun peaking its eyes out from behind the large, beautiful mountains
We drove through was looked like a scene taken from a childeren's story book.
It felt like the longest hour of my life.
The cold, metal barrier standing in front of us came as a relief,
as myself and others wiped the beads of sweat from our forheads.
My heart skipped several beats, as my knees became weak
One simple simle and a few stray words
became something unforgettable.
The vibrations came through the speakers rattling the earth around.
The man on the microphone brought thousands to bone rattling screams
As a voice of an angel began to sing.
His simple little turns didn't faze me,
but his simple little words still amaze me.
Tears streamed down my hot, wet cheeks
i was wrapped in his embrace.
The past 4 years seemed to tie all into this one day
Increadible what a handful of hugs can do to someone .
Incredible what impact four troublemakes can have on someone.
Holding the chain around my neck
his gift still gently hangs
the tears have transformed to smiles,
that day a unforgettable experience.
"Cross your fingers and toes" because ..
I know if we try we can climb this mountain.
- 4 months have passed and the memories stay the same..
Don't settle for the cold and rain it's not to late to start again...
Friday, October 05, 2007
....
There's no need for words
just a smile and a kiss
and we'll find ourselves amongst irresistable bliss
You're more then just a dance hall drug
I can't wait to fall in love
We;re more obvious then the wind in our hair
on a brisk fall evening
I can keep a secret if you can keep me guessing
Those eyes saying something more then your heart desires..
just a smile and a kiss
and we'll find ourselves amongst irresistable bliss
You're more then just a dance hall drug
I can't wait to fall in love
We;re more obvious then the wind in our hair
on a brisk fall evening
I can keep a secret if you can keep me guessing
Those eyes saying something more then your heart desires..
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Don't settle for the cold and rain, it's not to late to start again...
A writer himself, throwing words on papers probaly strung from the ceiling to the floor blow. I've yet to encounter someone with the brilliance this man has shown to the world. A heart breaking work...
I find myself constantly repeating his words over and over through my mind, coming to the conclusion that perhaps his words, were meant to be as condensed and as compicated as they seem while they flow through my thoughts.
This boy tends to always glow, always be the center of attention, always standing out in a crowd, always having the last laugh. For most, his name never came across their minds, nor did they ever hear it mentioned, but for others his future in fame, had already been written in stone a few years previously.
West to east, and east to west, Canada slowly heard the one name I'll never forget. Each week he never failed to make us proud, and to bring a smile to my face. Week after week, with our phones to our ears, we pulled him through.
His last night was clear, that we did the right thing, we made him proud. He wanted us to want him and he got what he wished for. Where would he be now if his name became world known? In a way the though still creeps up my spine, and I push it away as hard as possible.
This young man is one of the strongest and hardwilled people I've ever met. Many don't understand him, and many never will. It's damn near impossible to bring him down, you won't ever break him down.
He's been through what seems like hell, but has never let it show through his amazing eyes and permanently glowing smile. He writes words of a genious, and has a heart of gold, a killer smile, and a genuine soul. He's got wits and he most definitly got the looks, but noone on earth can ever be fairly compared to the man.
Each time I look at him my heart starts to jump, with a different sort of admiration. One hug perhaps could have lasted hours if possible, as the images of the past four years flew through my then overwhelmed mind. As h let go and smiled at me, i quickly erased my tears as he thanked me for coming, and cracked a joke, while I turned and whispered to someone beside me... " He is far from that boy we saw on tv eh? " and with that he looked up and grinned as if he was saying thankyou.
I do know what I said is true, but whatever happens no matter how much he changes, his name will forever be engraved in my prouder then ever, gleaming heart. He never fails to make me smile, or make me laugh, he never lets us down, he never will understand how much he means to some... but perhaps someday he shall?
" I dream of arose, born of more thorns than beauty..."
I find myself constantly repeating his words over and over through my mind, coming to the conclusion that perhaps his words, were meant to be as condensed and as compicated as they seem while they flow through my thoughts.
This boy tends to always glow, always be the center of attention, always standing out in a crowd, always having the last laugh. For most, his name never came across their minds, nor did they ever hear it mentioned, but for others his future in fame, had already been written in stone a few years previously.
West to east, and east to west, Canada slowly heard the one name I'll never forget. Each week he never failed to make us proud, and to bring a smile to my face. Week after week, with our phones to our ears, we pulled him through.
His last night was clear, that we did the right thing, we made him proud. He wanted us to want him and he got what he wished for. Where would he be now if his name became world known? In a way the though still creeps up my spine, and I push it away as hard as possible.
This young man is one of the strongest and hardwilled people I've ever met. Many don't understand him, and many never will. It's damn near impossible to bring him down, you won't ever break him down.
He's been through what seems like hell, but has never let it show through his amazing eyes and permanently glowing smile. He writes words of a genious, and has a heart of gold, a killer smile, and a genuine soul. He's got wits and he most definitly got the looks, but noone on earth can ever be fairly compared to the man.
Each time I look at him my heart starts to jump, with a different sort of admiration. One hug perhaps could have lasted hours if possible, as the images of the past four years flew through my then overwhelmed mind. As h let go and smiled at me, i quickly erased my tears as he thanked me for coming, and cracked a joke, while I turned and whispered to someone beside me... " He is far from that boy we saw on tv eh? " and with that he looked up and grinned as if he was saying thankyou.
I do know what I said is true, but whatever happens no matter how much he changes, his name will forever be engraved in my prouder then ever, gleaming heart. He never fails to make me smile, or make me laugh, he never lets us down, he never will understand how much he means to some... but perhaps someday he shall?
" I dream of arose, born of more thorns than beauty..."
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